lugubriousness
My most favorite word in the English language is Lugubrious.
lu·gu·bri·ous Pronunciation[loo-goo-bree-uhs, -gyoo-]
–adjective
mournful, dismal, or gloomy, esp. in an affected, exaggerated, excessively mournful, or unrelieved manner: lugubrious songs of lost love.
I love how it rolls off the tongue. It also describes the most strange feeling and sense of gloom, sadness, and emptiness. Over-dramatic? Yes. I know...but I guess I'm always a little over the top. I love it because it's the most erie feeling. It's not just an emotion of feeling sad or empty; it sets a tone. I'm not sure if I'm making any sense.
Anyway, thanks for the kind words everyone. It brings a smile to my face each time I read my blog's comments and find that I have some very caring readers with words of support.
Don't worry. Pooh and I didn't break up or anything extreme. Like all relationships, we have our ups and downs. Although, lately, things have been mostly down. I am sure things will eventually get better but I can't help but feel sad right now.
I'll expaciate further when I feel more comfortable and feel that I can clearly express my thoughts. But for now, don't worry...I'll be ok :)
